I tried to go to college but I didn't belongJust a damn sad song. Sung over a lovely plucked tune that sounds very nice, but the dark lyrics and depressing picture of a guy who just never fits in and worries about what is happening around him, it drags you down.
Everything I said was either funny or wrong
They laughed at my boots, laughed at my jeans
Laughed when they gave me amphetamines
Left me alone in a bad part of town
Thirty-six hours to come back down
...
Mama says God won't give you too much to bear
That might be true in Arkansas
But I'm a long, long way from there
That whole world's a lonely, faded picture in my mind
As soon as that track fades out, you are on to the upbeat rock of "Cumberland Gap," which sounds happy, but is instead a depressing tale of failure for a young miner who just drinks his pains away and can't figure out how to escape the shit of life. If you ignore the lyrics, its a snappy rock song, but man, if you listen to the words, its sad as all living hell. "As soon as the sun goes down, I find my way to the Mustang Lounge, And if you don't sit facing the window, You could be in any town. Maybe the Cumberland Gap just swallows you whole..." I mean, there is damn song called "Anxiety" on here that talks about being in constant pain - "I can't enjoy a goddamn thing...". Lord have mercy, this is some dark shit.
The top track is another real uplifter, this time called "If We Were Vampires," which has 3.6 million streams.
I honestly can't think of an album like this. Is there another album that is so brutally honest and crushingly sad? I mean, I know an album might have a song - "Everybody Hurts" or "Last Kiss" or "Tears in Heaven" or "He Stopped Loving Her Today" or "Travellin' Soldier" or "Angry All the Time" - but to have a rapid fire destruction of emotions like this for a sustained, multi-song stretch? Ugh. Maybe an album by the Smiths? Beck's Sea Change is melancholy, but nothing like this. I don't know, man. On the one hand, I really like this album for being so damn legitimate. And the sound is great, these songs are fun to hear. On the other hand, I feel like if I keep this in my musical rotation I'm going to end up driving off a cliff.
To the extent you go listen to it, I really would like to hear what you think about this one. I can't shake it from my mind.
Truckfighters - Gravity X. I could have sworn I already wrote about this album, but now I can't find it, so I suppose I did not such thing. I remember being at a show during SXSW a few years ago, and striking up conversation with a guy next to me in between sets, and when I told him that I loved the most recent Queens of the Stone Age album, he told me that I had to check out Truckfighters. Which I did, and I remember enjoying the thump, but being weirded out by the fact that these dudes are from Sweden. Seems like America should have a lock down on sludgy stoner rock. But this album is from 2005, so its not like this is fresh music to check out.
Calwayne - The Best of CalWayne. I was reading something the other day that mentioned CalWayne as a king in Houston rap. Being that I'd never heard of the guy, I figured I needed to check it out. These tunes are OK, they sound like Houston, that kind of laid back beat with laid back rhymes and poorly sung hooks.
I feel like the bios on Spotify used to be written by real music critics, or at least someone with a high school education. I feel like they are mostly now written by the PR firm for each band, and this one is especially poorly written. "Robbed of a descent childhood and of his music royalties several times over, Cal Wayne still goes to the studio and aggressively put in work because of his passion for the music and love of his neighborhood of Third Ward in Houston, Texas." First, I've never even heard of Third Ward, all I ever hear about in Geto Boys tracks is the Fifth Ward. Second, a "descent childhood" makes me think he is sad about not getting to spelunk as a child. I'm an a-hole. I know.
Anyway, I've given this one a few runs, and very little is special or interesting. Boring beats, plodding vocals, nothing special. (one slightly better track I found on YouTube, called "Project Building," but that isn't on this album). Most tracks are at less than 10k in streams, just one cracks the 5 digit plateau, "P's & Q's," with 10,968 streams. This one has the best beat of all of these tracks.
Khalid - American Teen. oooh, holy shit, this is who sings that "young, dumb, broke high school kids" song? That song is tight. I've been reading about Khalid for a while, he just recently graduated from high school out in El Paso, and grew up feeling out of place wherever he was, so he started putting songs up on Soundcloud for his high school classmates to check out. From what I remember of the article I read, he had a cool story about this, that the jocks (or some group) had been clowning him about making music but then "Location" actually blew up and the jocks got to eat shit for being jerk faces. That may not be the way it went, but its how I'm going to remember it. I may have some left over, pent up energy relating to my time in band and theater in high school. Here is that first hit, "Location," which has 379 million freaking streams. Huge.
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